susah nak buktikan

situasi satu.
pernah tak sampai ke satu titik kehidupan di mana anda diminta untuk membuktikan kebenaran anda tetapi buktinya tidak ada??

situasi dua.
pernah tak seseorang itu seakan mahu menuduh anda, anda dapat mengesannya tetapi takde alasan nak mempertahankan diri?

situasi tiga.
pernah tak berhadapan dengan sesorang yang kecewa dengan tindakan anda tetapi anda tahu tindakan itu bukan salah anda?

situasi empat.
pernah tak terfikir selama ni, kenapa tiada bukti atau susah nak buktikan yang kita sebenarnya benar?

i have been there. actually all the situations is just the same. the parties we are arguing didn't matter. bet its your mom, or dad, or your current boyfriend, or maybe your classmate. sometimes or at one time, 'why i need this proof? i didn't do anything wrong.' so we throw it away, too far till we no longer can see it., we didn't hold the truth about our self action.  we can't justified our way of thinking. we lost to our self, again and again. talk about abstract things. talk about cheat, about love, about trust. 

trust itself is a big word. how were you made up your trust on someone before? did you have to know him for years? or did you have to know every single details about her before you can trust her? do you need your neighbor personal record before you asked them to take care of your house before leaving for holiday??

when someone broke your trust then it's when we called a cheat. the questions are, why cheating if you already know you will be busted like shit? did cheating will relieve your damaged brain? will it makes your stress gone? why you cheat on someone you love? 

love? did you really love him? did you really care about her? how can you sure you can hold your love ever lasting? how far you sure she have the same feeling towards you?

ahaha. now love itself is a big word.

trust ain't a joke thing. when you stop trusting, you will not love. you dare to cheat. you dare to step on one's pride. you talk shit. and you left him behind.

what the hell i am talking about?

well perhaps some random torment to readers to ponder back. sorry. just saying.