hazing

The earth is dying. Selangor is in hazing atmosphere now. Shah Alam, Klang and Banting are hazing with dangerous API - almost reaching 300 in yesterday evening. the root of this situation? I heard it is caused by deforestation by Indonesia country which the smoke spread widely through Malaysia. Johor had to face it first and now the haze moving to the north, just like enveloping the whole Malaysia.

I don't think my nose is well adapted with this polluted air. Is there anyone? I hate smoke, haze, open burning or anything will make my nose itching, my eyes blurring and my brain stops working. its scored well in influenced my mood. I hate smokers too. Hey smokers, do you like being in hazing sleep? This is just like us when we are around you, stupid!

it was raining here, at 8 pm about 2 hours. and now, 3 pm :  the sky starts to pour its tears. crying for its old friend, the earth. the sky is helping in refreshing the earth. the sky is doing for the earth sake, which its residences don't even care.

we are the most ignorant species in this very land. all thing is our's and we have damn right to do anything out of everything without further consideration. we put our nose high and proud with our human being achievements, classifying ourselves as most intelligent creatures have ever set foot on the land, and look other being as brainless. deep inside our heart, human lost its humanity. such irony that make me want to laugh. 

we are the stupidest.

kalau bukan sekarang, bila lagi?

Hati kita sendiri akan mengakui, banyak benda yang terbaik terjadi setiap kali kita melepaskan nafas. Dalam setiap detik, pelbagai peristiwa menarik berlaku di sekeliling aku, kau dan kita semua. 

Dan tanpa sedar, banyak peluang-peluang yang tercipta di sebalik setiap detik itu tetapi ditidakhiraukan oleh aku, kau dan kita. Peluang-peluang ini tidak akan menarik kita ke arah kehidupan yang terbaik sekiranya kita sendiri tidak tergerak hati untuk 'menghidupkan' peluang ini. 

We didn't want to grab it, hold onto it and live with it. All we do are watching it to disappear from our life, and start to regrets every single moment in our life.

Teringat sewaktu kecil-kecil dahulu. Pastinya kita semua mempunyai cta-cita yang murni dalam diri kita. Impian untuk menjadi orang yang berguna di atas muka bumi ini. Kita mahu mencipta sejarah dalam keluarga dan sebagainya. Tetapi lihatlah sekarang, di mana kita? Katalah sudah 20 tahun kita bernafas, sudah jauh mana perjalanan hidup kita untuk mencapai impian kita itu? Atau mungkin dah terlupus?

Lihatlah masa-masa anda yang sudah berlalu. Masa-masa itu merupakan kuburan peluang-peluang yang tidak dapat menabur bakti dalam hidup anda. Apabila manusia melihat satu peluang, kita selalu letakkan tempatnya dibelakang sekali kerana kita merasakan peluang itu boleh digunakan di kemudian hari. Sayangnya, hidup tidak semudah yang disangka. Sikap pelupa kita sudah selari dengan kronologi hidup manusia. Peluang itu semakin dilupakan lantas menutup satu lagi jalan untuk kita berjaya. Lihat, manusia sangat yakin memperjudikan nasib hidup sendiri. Tanpa sedar kita seakan meludah ke langit, jatuh kena batang hidung sendiri. Apabila gagal, kita mula menyesal dan menyalahkan takdir. Ironi sungguh hidup manusia.

GRAB IT NOW! You have to start to realize that all these opportunities lay abundance before your eyes. It'll give you a new breath. It'll will provide you a new picture of life and you will see your current path in a different way. Who knows you might be another Bill Gates or a reborn Einstein. 

If not now, when?

QUIZES.

haha aku ada jawab beberapa kuiz yang sangat menaarikk.
http://spacefem.com/quizzes/

engineer type : civil engineer. waaaa. aku taknak jadi civil!!!!

The Engineering Personality Quiz
You are highly perceptive, and know what people think of you. Your work has a lot of meaning to yourself and others. You have a good eye for aesthetics.

You might make a good
Civil Engineer
Civil engineers design and manage construction of large projects like roads, airports, bridges, dams, and buildings.

Other scores:

Civil: 46% Aerospace: 38% Materials: 38% Environmental: 30% Industrial: 30% Chemical: 30% Electrical: 15% Computer: 7% Mechanical: 7%

need a boyfriend? : tak. katanya aku perempuan yang tough. weyy haziq nak letak mana? :'(

evil type : creatively evil. haha. 48.89% kreatif aku buat jahat ni.

hobby type : creative hobby. 26.6% dia suruh aku main sudu. wadafa?

When inspired, you can get enough ideas running through your head to keep you busy for hours. Your hobbies are sometimes a little different from other people's because you can't express yourself in the same ways everyone else does.

Our Potentially Ridiculous Hobby Suggestion For You:

Playing Spoons Everybody's got spoons, so everybody can be a musician. Go you.

color type : GOLD.  heee lawa betul warna aku dapat.

Your dominant hues are red and green, so you're definitely not afraid to get in and stir things up. You have no time for most people's concerns, you'd rather analyze with your head than be held back by some random "gut feeling".

Your saturation level is very high - you are all about getting things done. The world may think you work too hard but you have a lot to show for it, and it keeps you going. You shouldn't be afraid to lead people, because if you're doing it, it'll be done right.

Your outlook on life is very bright. You are sunny and optimistic about life and others find it very encouraging, but remember to tone it down if you sense irritation

geek decades : 1970's. makhoyy. bapak tak updated aku ni haa. 

invisibility : most invisible. tak heran orang lain dah. haha

militant feminist : FAKE. wahaha. so aku feminist laa ni??

moon phase : 1 oct 94, d.o.b aku

You were born during a Waning Crescent moon
This phase occurs right before the new moon.

- what it says about you - 

You appreciate closure. It bothers you when people promise to do something and then don't follow through. You want to able to right the wrongs of the past. Studying history motivates you to improve the world. You put a lot of hope in the future and look forward to seeing technology and progress improve our lives.

Psychic : 93 % aku ialah psychic. hebat.

I can accurately predict whether someone: 

has a houseplant  likes puppies  understands computers

I cannot tell whether someone: 

has been to Europe

Rainbow colour : I am shaded orange and blue!

What is says about you: You are a tranquil person. You appreciate a challenge. You share hobbies with friends and like trying to fit into their routines. Others are amazed at how you don't give up.

useless quiz : geez. test macam ni pun ada

dewey decimal : 576 Genetics & evolution. dia kata aku nerd :'(

nur farah amyra = 4186181813581 = 418+618+181+358+1 = 1576

Class:
500 Science
Contains:
Math, astronomy, prehistoric life, plants and animals.

What it says about you:

You are fascinated by the world around you, and see it as a puzzle worth exploring. You try to understand how things work and how you can make them better. You might be a nerd.

 sungguh lawak. anyway, buat aku terfikir jugak. acano la diorang boleh terfikir nak buat kuiz ni. haha.

sorrow

I just got my math result. it is not overall yet, but obviously I will fail. 

I just know it.

razin rockapak guy

pakcik tu member mak aku. taktau la dia ni pasai pa. aku tak tahu la dia duk perli ka hapa ka, tapi yang jelas aku agak keliru. serius. was he try to associate me with yahudi things? or didn't he understand the meaning of that post? entah laa. aku keliru, kesian pun ada.

anyway, tak salah pun kan belajar dari seorang yahudi kalau ilmu tu tidak menggoyangkan akidah. tak salah belajar mendalami ilmu yang mereka mahir asalkan kita tak menolak agama sendiri. tak salah pun nak berguru bertapa kat negara diorang asalkan syariat dijaga. 

sedangkan belajar daripada orang gila pun tak salah. orang gila, tidak layak menjadi saksi, tidak layak dalam banyak hal tapi sekiranya apa yang diajarnya termasuk dalam logik yang boleh diterimapakai, apa salahnya??

oh ini tak boleh. oh dengan tu pun tak boleh. eh tak boleh tak boleh! nanti kita sesat! hang belajar kat mana ni? haa tu laa belajar lagi dengan orang gila, hang pun duk sama jadi gila! 

adui. kau tu yang gila. apasal diterhadkan ruang lingkup kehidupan? hidup ni kan, luas. perjalanan akan mematangkan seseorang. interaksi dengan pelbagai konteks kehidupan membuatkan pandangan kita lebih luas. kita akan mula menghargai perkara-perkara kecil yang berada disekeliling. 

appreciate those and you will never lose your happiness.

and btw, dari sebaris kata-kata yang kau taip di laman sosial boleh diinterpretasi dengan pelbagai cara. macam sekarang ni laa. aku taktau la dia tulih pasai pa sebenar nya. agaknya aristotle and the rest bebetul yahudi kot. setahu aku la, aristotle ni orang falsafah. orang falsafah ni semua benda dia akan lihat dari pelbagai sudut walaupun agama. ah, bukan tempat aku nak bercakap benda ni. tak tau sangat falsafah ni. 

but, so what if they were jews? you got any problems with that? kau Islam pun kata-kata tak menggambarkan agama kau. kau nak bash orang, tengok dulu diri tu. of course aku tahu > lihat apa yang dikatakan, bukan siapa yang sampaikan < tapi sekarang, apa yang kau nak sampaikan pun aku tak tahu.

razin rockapak, if by any chance you found this blog and this post, forgive me if you feel offended. haha memang tu pun niat aku. ey pakcik, jumpa kat teluk intan takyah nak menggatal dengan mak saya lagi eh, dia dah kawin ^ ^

lifeless

nobody home, aku lepak sengsorang je,

pulak tu, hidup nocturnal,

malam sampai subuh aku hidup, pagi aku dah syahid, 

tapi kira balik 3 jam je aku tidur,

makan sehari sekali je,

tu pun biskut cecah milo,

biasa lah hidup bujang,

kreatif2 aku pun, aku gi turun makan kfc je belakang rumah,

and tadi jela aku buat spagheti jalanan aku, haha

hadoi, really, life is suck without nothing.

aku menghabiskan hari siang dan malam mendengar lagu di radio,

sekejap era, sekejap sinar, kebanyakan masa hitz,

24 hours sejak hari isnin tv rumah aku tak pernah bertutup, kipas pun, 

huu bil letrik mesti berjela-jela,

dengan laptop sehari 2 kali charging,

mana mak aku?

dia kata ada outstation, kat mana aku tak tahu, 

tapi pagi tadi dia call aku dia ada kat Cameron, hah?

-________-

sah honeymoon ni. heee tinggal aku sengsorang kat sini.

yang aku tahu strawberry kena bawak balik!

damn! life is so lifelessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

~ Unwritten - Natasha Bedingfield ~

ujian personaliti diri.

aku bersumpah aku jujur semasa mengambil ujian perssonaliti di laman2 blog dan psikologi. tujuan? saja. bosan. 

really, dah lama tak buat kerja bangang ni.

satu

http://1001rahsiadiri.blogspot.com/2009/05/ujian-personaliti.html

pilihan corak. and aku pilih yang tengah. which means nombor 5.

5- Profesional, Pragmatik, Yakin Diri

Anda menguasai hidup anda dengan lebih mempercayai usaha sendiri daripada nasib. Anda menyelesaikan masalah dengan ragam yang praktikal dan tak rumit. Anda memandang secara realistik unsur-unsur dalam hidup dan menanganinya tanpa ragu-ragu. Anda diberi banyak tanggungjawab di tempat kerja kerana orang lain boleh bergantung kepada anda.

Kekuatan azam anda yang menonjol menunjukkan sifat keyakinan diri kepada orang lain. Anda tidak berpuas hati sepenuhnya sehingga anda telah mencapai idea-idea anda.

woohooooo. that is so splendid. rasanya dia saja mengambil hati yang suwel sekejap ni. haha.

dua

http://akubahtera.blogspot.com/2011/08/saya-terbaca-tentang-kuiz-personaliti.html

khihihi. yang ni sangat menarik. a 5 question i managed to answer and here is the result. mine.

Soalan 1 : Cara kamu memilih pasangan

a) Memilih berdasarkan naluri sendiri. Bagi kamu, calon yang paling sesuai adalah boleh dipercayai serta boleh menenangkan. 

Soalan 2 : Menunjukkan personaliti dirimu

a) Individu sensetif & prihatin. Namun agak pemalu & sukar ditafsir. Namun hakikatnya mudah didekati. 

Soalan 3 : Melambangkan kebolehan / kelebihanmu

b) Bijak menjaga hati sahabat. Individu di sekelilingmu kagum dengan cara kamu berkomunikasi & menyenangi dirimu. 

Soalan 4 : Cara mengatur perbelanjaan

d) Cara mengatur perbelanjaan tidak rasional! Sekiranya inginkn sesuatu, kamu sanggup berhabisan. 

Soalan 5 : Reaksi bila bertemu org baru

a) Gemar berkawan & berfikiran positif. Keperibadian disenangi ramai namun ada kalanya kamu agak bimbang org lain tidak dapat menerima kehadiran kamu.

haha. soalan 4 sumpah merogol hati aku. setepek dia bagi aku haa.


tiga

http://www.41q.com/index.41q?a=1

by answering 41 questions, i got my profile. teeheeee

Your personality type: "Spontaneous Idealist" 

Enthusiastic, idealistic and creative. Able to do almost anything that interests them. Great people skills. Need to live life in accordance with their inner values. Excited by new ideas, but bored with details. Open-minded and flexible, with a broad range of interests and abilities. 

Careers that could fit you include

Actors, journalists, writers, musicians, painters, consultants, psychologists, psychiatrists, entrepreneurs, teachers, counselors, politicans, diplomats, television reporters, marketers, scientists, sales representatives, artists, clergy, public relations, social scientists, social workers.

Renowned persons with similar personality types:

Alicia Silverstone, actress and fashion model
Andy Rooney, television writer
Bill Cosby, actor, comedian and activist
Bob Dylan, singer-songwriter and musician
Charles Dickens, English novelist
Martin Short, Canadian actor and comedian
Robin Williams, actor
Samuel Clemens, writer
Sandra Bullock, actress
David "Sinbad" Adkins, actor and comedian

hookaaayyyyyy. aku sama personality dengan bob dylan! ngahaha.

okay dah laa. haha. cukup la kan 3. this is my mirror. my life :)

to me.

i dont know why. my mood is reaallyyyyy swingggg.

aku tak tahu apa yang meratah kepala minda aku sekarang. i am lost. i miss the midnight life. i miss the Hawkin.

there was Intan who was too cheeky to be handled, die hard fan of butterfingers. why? entah. aku part music ni layan je semua, so selalu ada fighting dengan Intan about our gorgeous idols. haha. but she is my sister. a great one.

Ariff the *bastard* drummer, bastard in the wayy super cool. drum set dah macam awek dah. first time jumpa masa lepak 7, aku fly and terjumpa this evil but yet diligent creature. he is handsome, awww :D

Andi anak si Kumang, there was also Kulo si gemukk, both was the clowns in our Hawkin. dioraang la yang selalu mempermainkan hati jiwa dan raga aku. ceyy. aku selalu jadi mangsa mereka T.T bad Andi Kulo, you were bad!

Zack the old granny, suka sangat membebel dengan aku macam-macam. he is older around years rough. ibarat seorang abang? TAK. macam nenek kebayan sangap ice -_____-

and my bestie ever, Adi the cyanic. the most ignorant boy i have ever found. ironically, he love me. haha. walaupun sama umur, dia dah macam abang aku, my knight, my soul, my very self. haha. sorry di, marah siot awek kau kalau dia baca benda ni.

dan aku, Myraz the vampire. one's bloody hell nickname that was given by Kulo. dia kata masa first jumpa aku, aku cold. aku ignored people. i made such a huge wall, act as a barrier. i closed my heart to a certain degrees where no one can reach me. Kulo said that, the loneliness inside me was what worried him so much that he wanted me to join Hawkin so much. really, being a clown did made him a great perceptive person, huh.

i also miss the old ramp. the scent of midnight midst. that peaceful mind. the Hawkin. the slumber party. the court momento. the KFC's fighting. the Karok time. the Pangkor's trip. the meja petak moment. the truth or dare challenges. SEMUA.  aku sumpah rindu semua tu.

nocturnal kids? hah, be it. i don't care what people talk about me. perlu ke aku kesah? they were not helping either then why bother?? hulur tangan membantu? bweehh. hulur tangan ke caci maki? even their eyes was cold and denied us. i know that chill when somebody glared at you, without a smile, even a smirk, and turn away just like i am a sort of wall or something. 

mereka semua dah tiada. scattering along the horizon strive for another life needs and wants. left me behind who is still clinging to the past.

i sounded like an old hag. aku memang vampire ke pun? haha. silly.

yeah kid, as if you know what a past without regret. a past without regret just a blank paper. it's all bullshit.

but don't worry Fara. that Myraz is dead now. you and you only to face the future. brace it. don't kneel before it. just keep your chin high and smile. even its kill you.